My body is crying for rest and healing.
I am grateful for my kidneys.
I'm grateful I'm not in as much pain as I used to be in.
Sometimes I want to cry and feel sorry for myself.
My side is in pain again and it scares me.
My kidney is not doing well.
I'm just plain tired.
Sometimes I hate that life feels HARD and heavy.
Then I feel the healing touch of a kind friend, or see tears in the eyes of a sympathetic husband, and I feel really grateful.
I'm nervous about finding a good doctor. I prayed and called again the doctor most referred to me. My new patient appointment was scheduled for Feb 26. While I was on the phone she looked and found an appointment for Wednesday. See, it's a tender mercy!
I was pretty blah yesterday and in a lot of kidney pain. Todd (who started work at 3am that morning) came home and asked if he could cook dinner. So nice. He played fun, love songs and sang loud as he cooked. His cheery attitude was contagious. I really love that guy!
My boys were sweet and extra helpful.
I wish I could serve them more- even as I'm super thankful for how good they are at serving me.
I'm ready for this cup to pass!!!
But, if not, I hope He helps me drink it up!
Life is good.